As Keaton played, her mother noticed
the breeze attempting to ruffle the edges of the blanket. She removed
her shoes, placing one on each corner. She set the small cooler on the
third corner and the backpack upon the fourth, believing that if she lay
down, Keaton would still be viewable to her.
Turning the backpack so the metal zippers didn't irritate the back of
her head, she concentrated on making herself comfortable. She watched
the girl, who had discarded her sandals in order to bury her feet underneath
the cool sand. The mother smiled and considered calling out, but decided
not to disturb her child's play. After a few minutes, the urge to close
her eyes came upon her and she began to drift off.
I watched as the mother's eyes shut, oblivious to my presence on a nearby
bench, newspaper in hand. From my vantage point I enjoyed a clear view
of both the daughter and the mother. I waited and watched to see if the
mother's doze would continue before deciding to move toward Keaton. I
had to consider the route I would take back to my car, which was two hundred
yards behind me. I turned in my seat, noticing three other vehicles in
the same lot, and presumed that whoever owned them were exploring other
sections of the park.
I stood and walked down the path until I could see the parking lot where
Keaton and her mother had entered. There I saw their Escort parked near
the curb, along side two additional cars occupied by more women with children
I assumed these new visitors would be occupying the playground, and I
knew I would have to make my move immediately or I would have to return
another day.
I crossed between two shrubberies parallel to the playground, walking
closer to the sleeping woman. I stood behind her, observing the slowness
of her breathing, and felt it was safe for me to continue. As I changed
the angle of my direction and moved toward the sandbox, my mind calmly
worked through the details. My plan was to pick up the little girl and
walk away with her to my car. Except it was never that simple. Children
can make quite a commotion, and I had to consider the noise factor. In
a situation such as this, they often scream, and one must take precautions.
I glanced back over at the woman, who showed no sign of being aware that
I was approaching her child. Alert to the fact that the slightest sound
might wake her, I knew the deed must be instantaneous.
I silently moved behind Keaton without the slightest pause, and bending
over, I placed my left hand around her neck. My hold was firm, but not
uncomfortably tight. For a second she probably thought I was her mother,
because her first reaction was to look up at me and smile. As our eyes
locked, I saw the sparkle quickly disappear and her mouth open in alarm.
I smiled down on her and said, "Just be good." I lodged my right hand
inside her mouth. It was something I learned from Boy Scouts first aid
training: a person unable to breathe can not speak. In this situation
it prevented the child from warning her mother. Her tiny mouth circled
the edge of my hand. I watched her eyes widen in fright as she struggled
for air. Her fingers instinctively worked at prying my hand away. I lifted
her up to me and I felt her baby teeth sink into my knuckles as I brought
her to my chest. Working to sustain my hold, I shoved my hand even deeper.
I pulled her tight against me as I continued to walk away from the mother
and through the hedges, into the parking lot. Upon feeling her struggles
subsiding, I was able to remove my hand. This allowed me to reposition
her against my shoulder, as any father might do while carry his sleeping
child.
Digging the car keys out of my pocket, I unlocked the door, and seated
myself behind the steering wheel. I placed Keaton onto the passenger seat,
which I earlier placed into a reclining position. I started the engine
and turned on the air conditioner just as the child began to awaken. I
had been worried that my method of silencing her might have also stopped
her breathing, and I'd be forced to dispose of her.
She reacted as expected, bellowing, "Mama! Mama!"
Placing my thumb and forefinger on each cheek and squeezing hard, I forced
her upper and low jaws open. I turned the knob on my glove compartment
with my other hand and extracted a baby bottle containing 20 ounces of
cherry flavored Nyquil.
"Swallow it, you little fuck!" I said, forcing the nipple between her
lips.
Her limbs thrashed outward in a feeble attempt to stop me as I pressed
my weight against her, holding the bottle in place. The container emptied
quickly, the syrup streaming from he corners of her mouth, across her
lips and down her chin.
"Yes, that's it Keaton, such a good girl," I told her.
She peered up at me with glassy eyes as she finished her feeding. Feeling
less resistance, I let go of her. I placed mouth close to her ear and
whispered softly; "It's okay, momma's coming, Keaton, Just be good."
I hoped to somehow silence any future commotion, believing that the Nyquil
would shortly knock her out. For a moment she was still, but as I sat
up I saw her face had gone pale and she showed signs of being sick. The
god damn kid was about to puke in my car!
I looked into the back seat in search of some sort of container to catch
the vomit, but I never eat or drink while driving, and I never dispose
of garbage inside my car. My only hope was to fetch a bag from the trunk.
I always kept a supply of lawn bags in there. I got out and rushed behind
the Nova, watching for bystanders. I found the box and took out several
bags, then hurried back to Keaton. I sat next to her, and as I placed
the opening of the bag at her mouth she released most of the medicine,
along with bits of a grilled cheese sandwich and three Oreo cookies. I
had to clean up the mess and stow the child in a timely manner, so I unbuttoned
her suspenders and pulled off her shorts, trying to soak up some of the
mess. Lying back on the seat, she began crying again. I grabbed the bottom
of her shirt and began to pull it up over her head. Ripping it into two
pieces, I stuffed one of the halves into her mouth.
From behind the passenger seat I brought out a roll of all-purpose duct
tape and, after securing her mouth, I wrapped it several times around
her head, and then bound her hands and legs. With what remained of her
shirt I tried to clean up the rest of her mess, but decided it would have
to wait until later. I scanned the parking lot again, ensuring none of
my activity had been observed, and then crawled into the back seat. I
had found that transporting restrained individuals was always best done
via the trunk.
Sitting behind the driver's seat, I placed both hands upon the back of
the cushion directly to the rear of the girl. I pulled it forward, revealing
a modification I had created, allowing me to load my trunk without getting
out of the car. I reached forward, lifted her limp body, and carefully
slid her into the dark confines of the trunk, then placed the rear seat
back to its normal position. As I did so, I whispered once again: "Be
good, Keaton, just be good."
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